黑人老大的酷房间

以后如果我有自己的套房，我一定一定，肯定肯定把它弄得美~美的我告诉你说！！哇哈哈哈哈~~~

在节目看到黑涩会妹妹突击黑人老大的房间。。。我靠，真的好接近我理想的设计耶！！！！
不过不是全部啦，像是洗手间，冲凉房，卧室，客厅。。我有自己的想法啦。。。。

不过！！他那专摆放衣物的小小房间的设计也未免太。。。棒了吧？！！我超超爱的！！超酷超特别！！ 还有他的机关。。秘密柜橱。。。。。。天~~超爱的说~~

拜托，我以后一定要拥有我的喜好设计丫。。。。。那样每天在里面当“蘑菇”我也甘愿。。。
如果偶尔有一两个亲密闺友来住住，打发时间那就更棒了说~~~



大少说： 黑人老大的房间设计真的。。。。看了都想哭。。好想住咧

=九把刀=Giddens=

最近啊，从书众中挖出了九把刀先生的书--现在看得是《杀手--流离寻岸的花》。。

去年，xwen介绍了之后，就一直沉迷于他的作品。。

说真的，在世界，我身边，能让我信服的人不多。。也许是我是个怪咖，我的认同感不是很容易让些些人感到同一阵线。。。不过我还是很喜欢，也很荣幸我是我。。

说回九把刀，他的言论，想法，作风，我靠。。。真的一直都很吸引我。。
看他写的，很多时候都看到自己。。。不过等等等等---

我还没这么厉害，也觉得还未到高攀的起我尊敬的九把刀先生

每每看完后，除了飙泪，然后就发呆。。领悟一些事情。。。别觉得我怪，那也算是对自己很有意义的一件事。。

很多人都不明白，为什么有些人的论理很奇怪。。不过我只是觉得，那只是比一线之差更一线之差而已。。

拿“光的重要性”来说吧, 有人选择在大太阳, 中午烈日当下谈论; 有人却在黑当当的暗房, 点根蜡烛, 然后悄悄的述说....我属于后者, 就只是这样.....

大少说: 没人喜欢流浪.. 有人疼, 谁喜欢流浪....失去些些自由, 本来就是心甘情愿的...对吧?...

bie huai yi, shi wo xie de ...cheer's

my headache

actly i hv headache...thy said that is 偏头痛..2day since noon time, that pain cum again...aikz...nt like normal like that pain...super pain...oso nt whole brain, is one of the part...omg...knt breath d ler!!!

but well, actly is normal to me...cz it is nt 1st or 2nd times ad...

at home, frm "mushroom" 进化 becum "fungi", hahh~~~

*bie huai yi, shi wo xie de..cheer's

capture..hold..n maintain the moment

i like to take pic

like wad i owez like to say, and it is ad becum my名言： 自恋是活过的证据~

yayaya, many ppl say me oso kinda 自恋..(wad??no gud meh??i like ar..)

mayb i m the kind of owez kip rmb of past..dat y...there is owez the time i think is doraemon is my fren..i so wan to kip or at least help me to stop for some of my time...

i dun think dat is wrong to hv this thought huh??dun said me, dun say u wun have this thinking..
nice thigns, lovely stuff....all ppl like to kip..as long as possible...


mayb my words for myself is kinda 悲观, but i think i can live better and nice, ...say say nia, nonid to pay for it oso..as long i wun simply say nonsense can d..

here, i noe some of my fren will wrry bout me...
**thx for eva~~i noe u owez be the one who so sayang me, and i appreaciate it much..but if u gt anythings, i really wun mind to listen it up, u owez say me is "little princess", but ur "little princess" can do for u e thigns nt few ouu~~~


anyway,
because of that..
because of things changes rapidly..
because of time passes automaticly..


if then i have cameras to capture them up and kip in my own world...i will be glad whenever seeing bec those ki siao stuff--me and my frenz


ohya...talking bout camera, i will hv one for my own..digital....guys...pray 4me so that i can gt it vry soon~~~



like this:

2009..my thought

erlow guys, so fast time pass by ad...i so miss 2008 neh~

yap, although this is really a year which many things are happenning, but i really knt 4gt bout 2008...

2009, many things change: my buddy in college ad, my fren gt couple ad,
n jznw, few seconds ago, i was noe that my jie gt bf ad!!! congrate to her..n i hope she will be xing fu n happy~~~

*jie~~yao xing fu ou~~~^^

2009, i really miss my frenz, miss everythigns, miss wadever stuff that i have gone through...

dunno is because 17 is the age of starting mature??many feeling happen here...really...
yayaya..although some nt really gud..n really let me down..but if not that i meet nice memory, i wun feel sad or hurt d huh??..hah~~

yap...those memories are really gud...mayb realistic was so full of "rocks", so i love to dreams...while being "mushroom"....(recently i am becuming "fungi" frm "mushroom" ad)
no matter hw, i jz knt put down those stuff la...wadever..i like those past time...(some of the ppl will noe wad i m talking^^)

2009, i miss one ppl...one buddy, i dunno she will be miss me until hw, but..hw oso, i wun 4gt her, she will be one of my most important ppl..ha~~

no matter wad happen, i will sure stand for her
no matter wad she need, i will gv her any helps
no matter wad she wan kap, i will be glad to listen
....

i dunnid to mind wad she take me as..i jz wanna do wad i like..n i was really happy to meet a ppl that mean to me..(hey guys, do u noe that meeting one who u think important n "special" is nt an easy stuff huh?..n hey, dun think too much, the "special" is nt like wad u all think la..)

buddy~~我会挺你的！！hah~muakz

有个笨蛋篇

有个笨蛋，她看起来拥有比谁都还要旷阔的心胸。。。。。。。。
但实际上在她心底里，她想要的世界却比谁都要狭意。。。。

为了不要让它受到破坏，
她会装作没看到多余的情感。。

属于她的，她会拿------不属于她的，即使要她笑着哭，她也会微笑着祝福。。真的不会夺取，她知道那些感觉。。所以更不希望有人会哭。。

不代表懦弱，不等于不争取---只是她更希望看到她们笑。。自己也就不会有所谓的失去。。。

别说她伟大，我想她并不需要这个名堂。---她只是做她想做的事，她认为她原则的事
别说她可怜，我想她更不想得到同情。。

对，她不要，她才不稀罕，什么同情啊？需要吗？？如果这样，那倒不如去拿她想要得东西了，她又不是不能。。

你们可以骂她笨。。的确，更理想的话，希望在骂他时不是在看扁她，那她就无所谓。。
不过这不是说要就要的，所以也没什么。

有个笨蛋，她应该累了吧？

我想。。也许忘掉很多东西了，也许被关在潘多拉盒里了，
我会保护她，忌世愤俗有一个就好了，我不希望她会跟着那样，那样对她来说太痛苦了。

她累了，我知道
她不能像以前那样跑了，我看到
她很想停下来不继续了，我感觉到
不过她决定继续，用走的，我会陪她

我一定会保护他的，我知道她的梦想是什么，我要帮她完成

我只要求能不断提醒自己, 记得我想做的事。。

--bie huai yi, shi wo xie de--